17 October 2006






Strange this sensation in my mind
Creature i will become one
On my way, there's no sun
But i have to carry on
Look my force is more powerfull
Piece by piece vampire rules
On my way, in my world
I realize past life has gone.
Future's changing again
Impulses're driving me away in hell
no tears in my eyes
there's no beat in my heart
I just feel the pain
Growin' into my brain
I'm still the son,
The abandoned child of eternity
I don't belong to the sky
I just follow my way
Ready to roam in the night
I hear this symphony
Running after the devil
The prince of immortals
Feared by everyone
I am strong as hard as metal
Innocent blood I must take on
the crime is in my soul
lust for life
I don't belong to the sky
I just follow my way
Ready to roam in the night
I hear this symphony
Running after the devil
The prince of immortals
freak for every one
I am proud as srtong as metal
Creature of flesh I must devour
To be free
Lust for life
Every night the realm is mine
Beware until the sunrise in the sky
In the night I stay here to bite
Take care of you, blood thirsty I am one
Eternalle.
And in my dream
All victims forgive me
They watch me in the sky
They light my way from the other side.
No tears in my eyes
there's no beat in my heart
I just feel the pain
Growin' into my brain
I'm still the son.
The abandoned child of eternity
I don't belong to the sky
I just follow my way
Ready to roam in the night
I hear this symphony
Running after the devil
The prince of immortals
Feared by everyone
I am strong as hard as metal
Innocent blood I must take on
the crime is in my soul
lust for life
I don't belong to the sky
I just follow my way
Ready to roam in the night
I hear this symphony
Running after the devil
The prince of immortals
freak for every one
I am proud as srtong as metal
Creature of flesh I must devour
To be free
Lust for life

11 October 2006

y cant there be this shop where u go and pick out a good looking MAN ( YES BISSA A MAN NOT A BOY MAN ) ketha u pay and u get this Catalogue and it has tons of pic in it and u just pick yes but u pick according to personality they would have to take a blood test ( or some shit like that ) and they would pair u up to the right group i mean come on im sure u guys have thought of it at least once and i know u totally agree so :P
i wish i was 6 yes 6 careless as can be and the only thing on my mind would be trying so hard to not get spagetti sauce on my clothes so mama wouldnt kill me and the daily shower i HAD TO TAKE

sleepless in sucky riaydh baba i know u wont read this but u didnt fax them im mad ur shahoooda is mad :"( and mama i know u could care less bas im going bowling and to luluz house LAZIM PLZZZ . AND YARA I SWEAR IF U DONT GO TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW ILL BUST A CAP UP UR SMALL A$$ . MAI U BELONG in zimbabwai loool

01 October 2006

the riddle ...................................life is a big confusing riddle and i cant manage to solve it ................im depressed ...............to all who know me know that i dont show it ..........ive buried myself under meaningless smiles itso october yes BLUE OCTOBER ............i wish i was 4 again :)